There was this PK competition and like Anthony Neely (倪安東) wuz amazingly awesomely cutely hotly crazily godly!!!!! (Yes, do u get my point?!?!?!) Rawrrrrrrrrrrr I'm insane now.!!!
Before he even sung on his first appearance I was like thinking "Eh quite cute leh" Then when he sung I was "Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa". Like rawrrrrrrrrrrr omg 1) Cute 2) Good vocals 3) Damn imba singing 4) American but his Chinese damn good 5) CRAZILY CUTE WHY!??!?!??!?!?! (Pouts)
(Kills myself cuz he isn't a Singaporean)
Damn sadddening leh. Why ah Singapore is small lar, but at least have some talent also not bad right. But we have zero. Ok.... 1, which is 黄靖伦, who is quite cuz he looks blur. :B Btw, 黄靖伦 acted in 敗犬女王 as 阮經天's classmate. (Ok major drooling starts now) Omg I feel so excited now hahahaha. But rly main point again: Omg Anthony come be a Singapore citizen rawr!!
Plus in today's show, he sung with 林宥嘉 omg both of them owned. But the other group (Ok damn lazy to type their name cuz they're not the main point) not bad but not as good lor... But both got 25 (full marks) rawr why?? Ok, I admit maybe I'm biased, but to think again, I'm quite an impartial person, so maybe not hehehehehe.
Some damn cute pictures : )
And I think the first time when he got 25 points, he gave that awesomely 迷人的眼神 (Ok Idk whether the shen is correct anot but wtv you get my point) and the shocked expression and started being very happy. (Ya cute) Which kinda reminds me of Kris Allen's expression when he won American Idol..... But forget about Kris, go Anthony!!! :-)
So... Here goes my 1st post with so many Chinese characters... (Megawatt smile)
Hey !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! : ) Ok random thought of the day: What happens if you get scared half to death twice consecutively? :O Will the person like die or sth?
Hehehehehehe omg hi hi hi. : ) You knowwwwwwwwww like todayyyyyyyyyy I'm damn happyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok you don't know. So I'm telling you now. Like idk why too but I'm suuuuuuper glad and yea. I think it's the chocolates, cuz I ate the whole slab of top deck and I'm like hyper now. :D
I think I wanna be a pilot nxt time but it's impossible cuz like I wear spectacles hahaha. By the way, I kill 2 mozzies today. Victory is mine V^^V Ok I'm chomping down another slab bye bye don't miss me too much!
P/s I got 26/30 for my O lvl MCQ... If I'm not wrong. : ( ______
zhiwei: Hahaha like since 2006 is it. Where chalet hur hur ?? Ok we see we see ; ) HUIMIN: Yep ok! Eh... You confirm get le, left me not confirm yet. :/
The Os are over... For now. (Prays for A1 pls pls, I see the glimmer of hope) Have (not) been slacking, reading storybooks when I have the time. : ) Just read finish "A Photogenic Life" by Low Kay Hwa. Note: I'm not tui guang- ing the book, but really very nice! And the author very weird lor, every book must mention his own name then happy.
Ok sorry I sidetracked. But I recommend you all read this book, super can relate, sad story, but yet applies to all. I confirm for you. It's... Kinda weird hmmm it's like these books (Yup, all those he wrote) are meant for teens cuz it really shows understanding and recognition - what we need now. Damn sad when I saw this phrase "Why must I play the role of a strong daughter in front of my teachers and a contented girl in front of my classmates? Why must I keep on telling everyone around me that I am the best, by putting on the multiple masks of disguise for different people?" Yes, I experience it. It's really........ Makes me think of myself, then made me felt like cursing the author who (actually) managed to understand how I feel. (Swears swear swears) 1st. I swear, 1st person. Can the author be my best friend? Hahaha.
Altho I'm still going through that phase of life... Hmm I think I will soon understand the ending, why they wanted to give up on posing the best posture for the camera. Cuz I believe I can try to change the reality. K done so go read that book go go go go go go go!
Yes, cuz I'm acting can't you see, that I'm superior?
Nowadays have been shit. But who doesn't shit? And don't get shit? Ya nobody~ So I've been getting shit all these while. And I'm trying to be happy about it~ ______
Tuition has been awesome. If only the teacher realised that by pissing me off, I won't like her, when I don't like her, I don't like Chem. I ought to teach her that. (Coughs, irony) I am like in love with oxidation numbers cuz they're so co0o0o0o0o0oo0l and something along the lines of Maths... So me like. : ) Buuuuut, I also realised that people could be sooooo easily replaced in friendship, pfffffht bummer. Friendships eat my dust I don't need you but you need me so come beg mommy!!!!!!!
Anyway to all people feeling depressed or want to die or do whatever nonsensical stuff, come see me! I can be a helping hand to slap you and force you to face reality cuz I'm such a professional counsellor woohoo~ I'm like so kewl. : )
Life is damn suay, or at least mine. 1st bleedin time I hop on stairs, in the end kena both legs pain. : (
Chinese 2 more day 2 more days 2 moooooooooooooooooore.
We were so happy. Not a drop of tear shed, only a part of us that doesn't want to separate from 2 years worth of memories. The rest of our minds, concentrated on what the next year is going to bring us, what class we're going to go to, who is our classmates.
Narrow-minded.
Hundred percent of me was happy. Happy that I got to know so many wonderful friends, happy that a year passed, happy cuz of the assurance that I'm going to still meet up with my friends, happy that everyone around me was happy.
Stupid.
Little did I know, that at the same block, a level or two above, there were cries. Heartwrenching moments, tears and fear. All I thought about the parents in the school that their job was just to reprimand their children for under performing. And that students should be all happy that another year of joy awaits them.
Now I know.
That among those parents, half of them gives their children encouragement and acceptance - to support them for going through yet another year of the same level. Retaining. Expelling. Now I know, that how those who cried felt, for I've experienced it. PUMP. I have not even know PUMP existed and how people dread it. I thought that PUMP was for those weakest people in the level. I was wrong. Upon seeing my friends and classmates getting such blows, I could not take it anymore.
Last day of school 2009.
Fear was written on single individual face. The feeling of wanting to know the ending of an unknown result. It was terrible. This is the first time I'm experiencing it. I'm thankful that I'm not directly involved. Because I know it would be a mental breakdown, I cannot take it. My heart goes out to everyone who 'did not make it'. Reality is indeed harsh. This affects everyone. This is the day where you would see so many people crying, even those whom you thought were cheerful could break down. You would hear many stories about what they are going through, and how this added on to their worries. Nobody wanted this, but yet it happens. For a moment, I was bursting with anger with people who could still appear nonchalant or even happy. I hated all those lower secondary students, who felt like the foolish me last year. Then, all just went down. Tears welled up in my eyes, I felt to terrible that my close friend retained. I knew he wanted to just sit there and cry, but he didn't. Perhaps it was the last shred of dignity he could keep, I don't know about that. All I know is that he deserved more, but the rational side of me felt that he deserved it for he didn't work hard for what he wanted. But yet, I felt sorry, sad, fearful for him.
No matter what has happened now, Mingzhe, treasure your last chance. Go for your assessment, give you best shot. We'll be here to help you. To everybody whom have been affected by this, cheer up. If you have the chance, treasure it. If you don't have, work harder. Danling, I know you can do it.
(Edit: OMG I think I very emotional rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr)
Hadn't had a much decent and accessible post for you guys to read. Just a thought:
As much as people hate their own fears, nobody thought that having fear is better than having none. If you fear, you stop, you limit. But a fearless person turns that courage into greed. He wants more, he can't stop, he looks forward. Now, the greed gets more and more. Hmm.. Like somewhere I heard before "Greed is a big monster with a small mouth" He can't get enough of everything, thus, he aims higher, wants more to satisfy itself. Without fear, nothing can stop you. Even a murderer has fear of getting caught, or guilt that catches up with that impulsion of killing. So think again, is it better to have fear than have none?
FINE. No sad sad posts. But I blog when I sad so that I no need men qi what.... LOL. Tmrw Emath. I'm pia-ing. But now rest my brain.
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I suddenly remembered the damn cute dimply person lar tmd didn't see him for the last time!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ah!!!!!!!!!!!! Regret!!
+ Omg I just realised that my playlist no sound!!!!!!! ++ I watched finish bai quan nv wang. (Wtf happened to my Hansvision how come cannot type Chinese?)
gb: LOL Ok ok hehehehehe. alfred: Ya... I wonder. I think I'm negative by nature, that's why. :O