Don't ask me anything. Don't ask me how I am. Don't ask me how the exams are. Don't ask me if I studied or not. Cuz you know the answer already. Everything is a no. Life has stopped for me, and I refused to move on, despite you moving on. Everything feels so hollow now, as I pretend, I act, I fake that I moved on. I refuse to forget everything I hold on so close to myself, refuse to take anything lower than I expected. Although I always say don't trust anybody, don't believe anybody, don't pin up high hopes, but I guess I still do. I thought things were improving, I thought everything's gonna be fine. But no, it crashes. And I crashed along with it too. I thought I meant something, but no, I don't. No effort put in.
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Christina Perri - Jar Of Hearts

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cuz you left and I tell myself to leave you alone
Cause all that's waiting is regret
Is that what you feel? That I'm a mistake?
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
Not anymore
You lost the love I loved the most
And why am I still believing in it?
I learned to live, half alive
In order to survive
And now you want me one more time
Please tell me you do
Who do you think you are
Best friend? Or someone easy to discard?
Runnin round leaving scars
It hurts
Collecting your jar of hearts
Inclusive of mine
And tearing love apart
Not love love but yeah best friend love
You're gonna catch a cold
Unhealable
From the ice inside your soul
I promise to be cold, to not believe in friendships already
So don't come back for me
This is what I'm pretending to be
Who do you think you are
Used-to-be-s
I hear you're asking all around
I hope you are, it shows some hope
If I am anywhere to be found
I'll hide
But I have grown too strong
I wished I was at this stage already
To ever fall back in your arms
This sounds weird but as in by your side
I learned to live, half alive
Tryin', still trying'
And now you want me one more time
To be back the same again
Who do you think you are
Past tense or otherwise?
Runnin round leaving scars
Yet another deep one
Collecting your jar of hearts
I hope one day mine will harden to forget
And tearing love apart
One hard strike
You're gonna catch a cold
Alone against the unknown
From the ice inside your soul
I feel it slowly closing
So don't come back for me
Actually, please do so
Who do you think you are
What do you actually think you mean to me?
It took so long just to feel alright
From the last one
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
To try to believe in people again
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
"Kissed and make up", I thought it won't happen again
Cause you broke all your promises
I treated it seriously, and I fulfilled. To accept, but you?
And now you're back
I hope soon
You don't get to get me back
I'm figuring this one out
Who do you think you are
A lot more
Runnin round leaving scars
A scar on top of a scar
Collecting your jar of hearts
Just a term
And tearing love apart
Double kill?
You're gonna catch a cold
To have nothing to reply on already
From the ice inside your soul
To give up
So don't come back for me
I'm actually pretending to be like this
Don't come back at all
Is this what is happening?
And who do you think you are?
Your true feelings please
Runnin round leaving scars
Closed one, another appears
Collecting your jar of hearts
Boxed it up too
And tearing love apart
Don't escape already
You're gonna catch a cold
It will pass on
From the ice inside your soul
But the cure is stuck in the ice
Don't come back for me
Please
Don't come back at all
Do
Who do you think you are?
Should
Who do you think you are?
Be
Who do you think you are?
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