With love and acceptance, nothing's impossible if you set your mind on it. It's only impossible when you know you want things to be like that. In the heart, the choice is made. So, never use "This is how it works" as an excuse in life. But at least, now I know and all comes to nothing. Dust will return as dust.

算我笨。

Everywhere I go, every book I read, it seems to be reminding me something. Reminding me of my own life. All the characters in the book are so alike, experiencing the same thing. It makes me feel happy that such shit doesn't befall on me only. Yet sad that simple things keep reminding me of this shit.

Sadness will never be channelled into hatred. I will never look back anymore, what's ahead me 3 months later is a new life where I can start anew. New chapter. I will put aside the fact that I've established - Humans are always selfish.

Anyway, I figured I wanna do the last thing that I could within my ability. Blessings, and love. I will try to get what I know you would definitely want.

Motto till I heal: Stay calm. Be content. Don't be jealous. Give up. Be happy. Don't cry.